12/09-09
Prayer request- Help, I need patience, but I'm afraid to ask God for patience. Last time I did I sat at a red light for 5 minutes before I ran it !

The problem is my progress feels like it's going slow, my Candida is back and I have a new set of side effects. I know it's a fight but it gets old having to repeat things over. I feel like I'm back to where I started, repeating , going in circles to try and reverse the damage I have caused my body over the last 52 years.

Alright God what are you trying to teach me? The answer came to me in this morning's devotional. God's grace is sufficient enough for me; But he, (Paul talking) said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. II Corinthians 12:9

Note; I would not take the thorn out of my side. It has brought me closer to God and family . I consider it a blessing not a curse. Thanks for letting me vent.

On a positive note people tell me I have color in my face and I look better than before. I still need to gain weight, currently 157lbs. The side effects are stable ( hives on legs, sinus infection, Candida), which is all part of purging toxins.

12/14/09-
God has been answering prayers in a big way. Our prayer request was to get a game plan for a holistic cure of cancer, and have chemo as a last resort. Through all the referrals from you, we have found 2 Christian Doctors (no coincidence) with schedules so full that the earliest opening was April. God opened those doors and within one week I was able to see both, an ND ( masters in nutrition), and Health Practitioner (masters in chemistry). They gave us the primary pieces to the puzzle. I took this information to my Oncologist and let him know that I wanted to try a Holistic approach for a month or so, and we would test the progress with blood tests. He agreed, and said we could do chemo in conjunction if desired. For now no Chemo for the month of December. I had my blood tested today and most of my functions are close to normal range, Thank you God!

12/18/09-

The pieces of the puzzle are as follows.

1. Attack the cancer to stabilize the growth. This is done with a balanced PH diet. Cancer cannot live in a alkaline state. Get the body to a stabilized 7.5 ph. Alkaline foods- Lemon in water, avocados, raw or min cooked green vegetables ect.., no sugar foods, no yeast foods, no mold foods (cheese).

2. Detoxify the body, things like, Colon cleanse to start, Sinus wash, Consume Alkaline minerals (zeolite). Later I will do the Liver and kidneys.

3. Restore the Body's natural cancer fighting mechanisms. Sounds good but the problem is, it takes time which a cancer patient doesn't have. The process starts with supplements, which I have been taking, and over time they get replaced with food. Note: not all supplements will be replaced. The calcium will stay. This is known as normalizing cellular metabolism, defense, repair, and detoxification. I'm excited about the repair piece!

4. Finally- Obtain complete healing not just remission which I believe can be achieved through Holist process and a lot of prayer. Complete healing is stabilizing the immune system and physiological functions.

The New Wellness plan needs your prayers," Lord please allow this treatment to heal me fully, and keep me from any duplication of treatments."

Note: I have Hope and Faith in Gods plans, and would ask you to help me pray that if God needs for me to be doing something else that God would reveal his plans to me. I also pray for wisdom as I try to recover.

FYI- Zeolite- a mineral used to alkalize, detoxify, and reverse the negative charge of a malignant WBC which will allow the body to destroy it naturally.

www.cancer fighting strategies.com/zeolite.html Note: Sodium bicarbonate is alkaline, food Enzyme therapy is for the immune system, and removing Free radicals with anti oxidants is something we should all be doing. My next Blood test is 12/22/09 I will let you know how it goes.