REMISSION !

January 5, 2010 Remission.
The feelings I have experienced in the last 90 days have been one of sorrow, loss, wonder, how will God use me for his purpose , trust, faith, love, humbled, steadfastness, trust, hope, commitment, joy of knowing God answers prayer, clarity, reward of job well done, loved, closeness to God, Jesus, and the Holy spirit.

I feel closer to God than ever before, not just because of the current outcome, but through the whole process. I have been talking to God, and he has been talking back trhough a number of people and circumstances. It's been a blessing I would have never known, had I not been given the burden of bad health which I feel is really a blessing. God, thank you for taking us through trials to strengthen us to a closer relationship with you and one another.

I have to tell you this event has made me live one moment at a time. I live in the present, and I am in awe of the love that has been shown to me through all of you in prayer, compassion, and fellowship. I want to thank you, and say I love you all for caring, thanks. Know I would do the same for you.

Having a relationship with Christ where everything is on the line (my life) is exciting, you have direct access to him day and night. The crazy thing is it took this, for me to realize that he's there for all of us all the time. I think we don't hear him because the answer isn't important. If you were in a life or death situation and you called on him you would definetly hear his voice loud and clear! I know I have heard it many times in the last 90 days. Glory be to God and thank God for answered prayers. The credit is all his. End.

Prayer request - Lord, help my body process correctly. Remove the candida completely and restore the good bacteria in my large intestine. Bring my immune system back to working order. We love you Lord. Amen.